2010-12-02T02:28:00.000+08:00

Hello readers again ^^

Today is the last night of my grandfather's wake ... Tomorrow he will be cremated , Rest In Peace Ah Gong . ( 1919 ~ 2010 )
Now I'm at the funeral with my laptop blogging alone , everyone had left so I'm alone ...
How I wish my baby girl is beside accompany me ): I miss you baby .

Okay ... Let me start my day with my job / work .
I'm working as a Storekeeper / Logistics officer at JSI Pte Ltd , my department is helping Starhub to manage their Iphones and events props/gifts/prizes .
8 months ago , everything is very smooth ... we got our own jobscope like we are split into 2 teams .
Team 1 is the warehouse P2 and team 2 is the RMA/GSX ( When you trade in your Iphone for 1-to-1 warranty , the Iphones goes to them to handle .. NOT US ) so I'm from Team 1 which is P2 team .
But somehow I don't know what happened or why ... we have to help out the RMA team and do their jobs for them and they RARELY help us ( Once in a blue moon I can say ) .
If we did some mistakes , they just know how to push the blames to us and not knowing that IF THEY DID NOT DID ANY MISTAKES , we would not be in the wrong . AND we are just helping out , we are not trained to clean up the shits for you guys ...

Another thing I would want to rant about is ... we only got 2 supervisors yet seems like almost the whole RMA team are the supervisors ... ordering us around as you wish ... ( Thumbs up for you guys )

P.S RMA team ,
If you happened to pass by my blog , do not use gun and start shooting me from behind . Talk to me face to face if you're unhappy or maybe you can sit in one corner and think hard why am I blogging this .
AND lastly , I did not mentioned ALL , I mentioned ALMOST ALL so if you think you're the one ( GO AND FEEL GUILTY ) thanks (:
End of my ranting .

Now I should start typing my happy things ^^
This month is my birthday month , the day is the 22nd !!! Yay ~ I'm turning 18 ... YES 18 !!! Legal age for almost every pubs , clubs and last but not least I can start to go for vehicles license ! :D
I will try to move everything before January to Marine Parade so I will not be so rush last minute .
I guess I have nothing to blog now so thanks for reading !

Signing Off ,
Derrick .

2010-11-29T06:43:00.000+08:00

Just a few hours ago , something made me went through into deep thoughts .
First of all , someone's blog ... followed by some songs , a sms from my girlfriend and a chat with my girlfriend .
Alot of questions popped up in my mind ,
1. What if I don't have her ?
2 . What if I had never met her in the first place ?
3 . What if she found someone better than me ?
4. What if she said she don't love me anymore ?
5. What should I do if these happens ?
6. What would my life be if these happens ?
These are the main points ...
And there are a lot more ....

I believe there will be ups and downs in relationship , yes there will be ...
Like jealousy could ended up quarreling very badly .
Like small things also could ended up quarreling too .
How to prevent it ? Actually I can't prevent it too , the only solution is to give in to each other .

Sometimes I felt that I did not treat her good enough and did not cherish her . She could have left me long ago but she didn't , she still love me and even love me more . I still feel her strong love for me . I guess I don't know how to prove or show my love to her but deep in my heart I really love her so much that I cannot live without her . I came across a quote by Rafael Ortiz , he wrote " Love is not finding someone you can live with; it's finding someone you can't live without " .
She is my love; Chia Xiu Bin .
I will cherish her more from now onwards .

Whenever she smiles , it melt my heart .
I love and enjoy every moment with her .
She could be irritating sometimes because she's so talkative that her mouth must be opened every second but that is not a bad point , being talkative can be a good companion as the atmosphere wouldn't be that boring .
All I can say is , she is a very sweet , lovely and wonderful girlfriend (:
I love you girl ! ^^

Signing off ,
Derrick .

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